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Chapter 5: Life In leggings PART 1

After making a decision like that, I had to hear what Clint's opinion was on it. I must say my approach to the situation was wrong but without making excuses for myself, I was going through turmoil. Not having a proper support system to help guide you through particular circumstances can create a shit show. It also leaves room for person's not to respect you and that is exactly what Clint did. He sensed my support system was lacking and realised that no one in an authoritative position will hold him accountable so he split. Yes and by split I mean left, digs out, removed himself from the situation and at that point I had never felt so alone in my life. As I pondered to myself who is gonna be there for me now, it wasn't the shell of a mother I had so I guess I can try my father. As I undertook this task a sense   of security   sparked because although my father wasn't around I know he wouldn't allow his daughter to be shamed by no dutty crawsis bwoy (I would hope).

Chapter 4: No Fv@king Way

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Now that we're fully caught up let’s return to me peeing in buckets and organising timeframes. By the way my homemade pregnancy test was negative, no fraught. Oddly that day my bestie was coming to take me out. So, I told her what was happening, and we went straight to the pharmacy and bought a test and I took it immediately. Phew! One line, I could relax now... One week had passed and still no period, this was odd even for me. I got myself another pregnancy test, took it immediately and this one was positive. In that moment I had no distinct reaction, I called Gabriel    and told him what is going on and he responded congratulations, this was his way of saying you're definitly having this baby. I must say I have the most supportive brother in the world yet still I couldnt internalize the news. Now how was I going to tell Clint after I told him off... I know exactly how. Sigh now I was in a sticky situation. I took my terribly pixilated phone and snapped a picture of th

Chapter 3: A Close One

Finally, I am back home with my bestie not being dickmatised, I honestly I will call it beardmatised caused recently I been dickmatised and Whoa! Just Whoa! I'll save that story for another time. But yes, I am home away from all the mess of my first semester in college and I got the chance to think straight and to run things over with my   bestie... You guessed it my brother Gabriel!! So I'm telling him everything from the fact that I think Clint has a girlfriend to what classes I loved. Did I forget to mention I thought he had a girlfriend in the previous instalment. When you thought I couldnt get anymore naïve... Haha! I never cease to amaze. So I was going through his phone (I was not snooping) he was showing me some pictures of a dinner or God knows what he actually went to, and while he was going through the pictures with me I realised he's matching with this other female. He stops and its like he is bracing himself but I was soo committed to this we jut fucking role,

Chapter 2: Figuring Out Who I Wanted to be

Where was I going to stay now? Really wish it was Skyscrappers but I have no phone because I had to rush to the airport. I guess I will have call this person who I believe is my friend. Truly up to this day I dont get our relationship, I dislike so many things about him, yet if I am dying they would be someone I will tell the paramedics to contact because I know they will be there immediately. I probably should mend our relationship, in due time... Anyway where was I? Right! Looking for a hall to stay on. I decided to call him and as usual he came through and helped me out, everything was in full swing and to my surprise my dad paid the accommodation. I was ready to take on the world. As I entered the dorm, exhausted, I looked for my room out of the eight rooms. Then entire flat seemed to be occupied it was just me to take up my newly found position in life. The place was buzzing with excitement, wait I am lying. One room was buzzing with excitement which happened to be the room

Chapter 1: The Good Life

Life started off for me in 2013, just after graduating high school and I had absolutely no fucking clue what I would do with myself. I filled out applications to some of the most prestigious schools in Lopynia and actually got in. But knowing that you wont be properly well taken care of by you life givers is just a huge turn off especially when all the numbers are 6 digits in pounds. Also filled out an application to one of the regional institutions, halfway because it had a registration fee and my both parents wasn't on that, despite what they might tell themselves. I had no boyfriend to be attached to except that one mixed Asian guy I was too dark for. Never had a passion for anything really, all I knew back than is that I wanted to be someone's wife. Have two kids and be in love and live happily ever after. I kind of also tricked myself into liking Marine biology because my school sent me to an on the job training programme where we looked at small ass organisms that tol

Welcome Guys

HEY Gang, My first blog entry is gonna be released on Monday 4th June 2018. I am pretty excited and I can't wait to hear about your thoughts on my stories. My hope is to help persons who think they can't over come their trials that they can. Also to ensure you all know all the power belongs to you  all and any thing you put your mind to you can overcome. So welcomes to the ten part series of odds stacked where I hope you laugh, cry and mostly feel. Please feel free to subscribe, share the link and comment. Laters.  😜 BE INSPIRED!!!